living hell

didnt really have a great time on cruise but despite that, the company i had with me was awesome… came back with a cut nose, cut finger and worse… rotten eye. how bad can that be. went straight to the eye centre and had it checked. my right eye is now infected with an ulcer. so im forced to wear specs for i-dunno-how-long. just till it gets better. and i hate myself, my face and how i look right now. its so ugly i dont even wanna look at myself in the mirror.

a jackpot love.

i spent my day with this man. had lunch over at chinatown, hoping the drizzle would stop so we could go suntanning. Still believing the sun will reveal itself, we headed to sentosa, km8 to be exact. This man introduced me to Sarongfly, the name of the best vodka i’ve ever tasted. and it was indeed the best vodka drink ive drank thus far. chilled with our sticks, cuddled tgt with the sea just metres away from us and spent a couple hours relaxing whilst drinking.

this man then took me to have teppanyaki for dinner. and headed to pasir ris afterwards for a drink over at summer breeze. the ambience was splendid. and with this man i had, the night was more than perfect. this man im talking about is non other than :

yes. he’s the man that has showered me with countless love and warmth over the past 8 months. 8mths doesnt seem long i know. but this man certainly has become part of my life and will definitely still be in the years to come.

my love life is like playing games of jackpot. losing once and keep trying again, till i win. and when i win, i’ll try even harder, hoping i’ll win even more. this cycle never ends. but now, i realised being contented with what i have is the most important thing.

jimkev, u complete me. at least for now, u did.

and guess what, believe it or not, im crazy over u.

sunloveday.

im back to the sunday-is-kev-day routine. yeay! baby came over my place to pick me and we went kampong hunting. haha, didnt manage to find the kampongs in the end but we found a place that’s practically just me and him, green patches of grass and beautiful blue skies hovering above. dont know exactly where we were. but just find the place kinda romantic though. headed to watch marley and me. great show i must say. now i have to think twice about having kids and owning a dog. HAHA.

headed back to baby’s to have some pasta loving. chilling out with mini uno at the comfort of baby’s crib is really perfect. and now im so tuned into watching fashion week clips!

   

i will only get married if i get to wear these gowns for my big day.

 

and i love her killer look. She’s really gorgeous!

anyway, visuals!

my all time favourite.

this is life.

im kinda enjoying life right now. free from any commitments. free from any school stress. able to have all the time at night to slab on body lotion. have the energy to exfoliate my whole body, do my face mask religiously and surf the net with no time restrictions. great. gonna start keeping myself busy with magazines and storybooks. oh. have i mentioned that i wanna take up hot yoga, kickboxing, learn driving and gonna party when the mood kicks in?

 a brand new future awaits me. Hello Real World. 

and i wanna get a jumpsuit. saw it on lots of fashion runway models. totally hot! the fashion show that is definitely not to miss every fashion week would be MARC JACOBS. im currently loving all his shows, esp his spring 09 collection.hot models and bold fashion pieces to die for.  and i love how Alexander Wang transform simplicity into a fashion statement. damn. im drooling!!!

totally hot.

okay im so loving my tan. i know i’ve been saying this for the countless time but still, im loving my tan. thanks to baby.

had my last paper yest and im really free now. went shopping with fi, caught a movie and met bernerd for dindin over at sushi tei. and it was a random dbl o night with fi and ben yesterday. and guess who i ran into? my rmt classmates jianhai fusheng kenny guifang and group and also rachel! damn. tp gathering over at dbl o yest huh. drank quite abit and got a lil tipsy but lucky there was ben who was the gentleman of the night.

made baby a lil pissed though, but he still came to pick me up. sweet! well i guess i am a lucky bitch. having such a darling to worry for me wherever i go, picking me up after work and meeting me whenever i miss him. haha.

visuals!

damn i look so short standing beside the two babes.