life’s short. do treasure it. im starting to learn to appreciate and treasure people around me. be it family, friends or bf. im so glad i have fi with me all this while and im really touched with her msgs she sent me.
-i love you for who you are and who ure not-
thanks. just this sentence is enough to make you my bestfriend for as long. =)
first of all. thanks to those who showed concern when they read my post. im kinda shock but grateful though. workload is slowly reducing. this spells fun for me.!
oh. and home made porkchop w baked potatoes, garlic bread and salad is the new sex. wanna try? too bad. its only for me. bah!
been feeling real bad for not putting much effort into my assignments and projects lately. time to buck up and score that distinction. lol. even though i know the chances are slim to the max.
i do understand that life isnt a lovely bed of roses. i also do understand the fact that things doesnt always go my way. i can live with that.
but what i dont understand is why cant i smile as happily as i did 10 yrs back. drastic changes at home changed me. i admit that. but no matter how hard i try and stay positive, everything will just go back to square one. clowns get sick and tired of their jobs one day. they cant be making people smile and laugh when they cant smile happily themselves. im getting sick and tired too.
i always try to convince myself that they didnt mean anything when they said those hurtful words to me. i always belief that forgive and forget is the best remedy to cure hatred. i dont know how far can this perception of mine bring me. but for now. i know my goal in life. and it involves them.
i really do wish to see them happy.
i really do wanna let em lead a better life.
i really do wanna let them experience the feeling of smiling thru their bones.
i really dont wanna see em cry for me anymore.
i really dont wanna see em hurting themselves just bcos of me.
and i want em to get well soon.
im a greedy girl. i want my wish to come true so badly im willing to do everything and anything in exchange for that.
i want a happy family. =)
im fucking broke now. and my friends around me happen to be broke too. hah. poor thing.
no more shopping for me till next friday. and im still thinking if i should get the lv coin/key pouch when i get my pay. should i? was chatting with yc on msn a couple days back and god…i realised i’ve been missing out alot on the girls. its time for some bitching/partying sessions babe. shall plan and catch her sometime next week. =)
life aint perfect all times. but the company u get plays a vital role in making your everyday. dont you guys think so? im staying positive about certain things in my life now and i hope everything goes well.
get well soon mum. =)
i’ve tasted the best pasta around. and its made with nothing but effort and love! =)
went town with yuting and gang. had no time for dinner and had to shop like mad freaks. bet the boys shooked their heads pretty much just by looking at how cheryl and me shopped.
anyway, things aint that good for me this couple days. staying positive and hoping every sunday comes soon is still the only solution i can think of to keep my mind off those unhappy stuffs.but im really glad i have people around me who truly cares and i appreciate the concerns they have shown. thanks. =)
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thanks. =)
those sexy killer heels 